A Journey in Simplicity: Living at the Right Pace
This last Saturday I ran hills with a friend and stellar athlete. I begged and begged until she brought me along on her running adventure. When we arrived to run I felt like a little puppy all hyped up on nothing but happy thoughts and naivete. It didn't last too long. Just about 3 minutes into the run it all set in, running with someone way more conditioned than me was one thing- running with that same individual up hills (aka mountains) is just out of this world insane. I had no idea what she meant when she said, "want to come running in the forest? I'll pick you up tomorrow". Only about 2 minutes after we started heading up the trails I chocked out, "how much further do you think it is to the top?" My running buddy (aka. Flash Gordon) turned around and smiled not even slightly out of breath- "I'm not a very good judge of distance" she said, and that was that.
Uhhhh, so twenty feet, thirty...nope, nothing that meager- it was a good ways up. Up and up we ran for at least a mile-and-a-half, at a speed quicker than I thought possible. We got to the top and I knew that there was no way I would have kept running if I had known how far it was at the bottom. I don't know that I would have gotten out of my warm bed had I known what was coming. The run down was ecstasy, fed by the pure delight of knowing I had worked for that down-hill with every breath and leg transforming into jell-o stride that I had taken on the way up. I loved every second, of the downhill that is. The course set out flat for a while and I again was just happy to be there, thinking it was over-completely clueless again.
Before I can say "holy atomic pile, Batman!" she silently merges toward where I know to be another mountain (by the way she calls them "hills" I must say this is very inaccurate!) even as we took that first turn in the direction of another battle my legs drained of blood and I just about fell to the path clutching something-ANYTHING to get me out of this one. But no, on and on we went. She told me to lead so I could go at my pace. But being prideful as I am I didn't slow much, I didn't want her to really know how I was dying and never take me anywhere "fun" again! Up and up, turn after turn-I tell her to take the lead again since I feel I am pushing to hard and then she turns around and tells me "we can walk whenever you need to", I smile and say, "I'm not gonna want to walk" and two seconds later I do. I don't just walk, but I stop and puke up the banana that I forced myself to eat for breakfast at the ungodly hour when my tummy was not yet open for business!
This friend of mine, Flash, she is a good friend and she felt so bad that she asked if we should head back down. Why didn't I jump at the chance? I must be part nuts too. I wanted to push on-"slower this time" I said, "but I want to make it to the top". We did, and then I got to enjoy the downhill.
Nothing too exciting happens after that. I make it to the end and live to tell the tale. But the reason I bring all this up is because for me running is one of those things that makes me think about my spiritual walk, and God taught me several things that day. I think I should know what is coming up, know how to lead, jump ahead and take the course and get it over with but pace is everything taking it just at the right speed so as not to miss out (or loose your lunch). It is just the way God works in us to not emphasize exactly the timing or quality of our difficulties (our mountains), our joy, or our sorrow. He looks at us as he leads us up the mountain the whole time judging just how fast we should go and says, "just a little further" not because to us it is a small distance, but because He knows we can make it and conquer what He has set for us to overcome! When I set my own pace in life things may appear to be fine, I may even try to pretend sometimes that they are but that is when my pace gets all out of whack and it may cost the victory of that battle if I don't take a step back and let His pace settle back into my life. He knows just how to push us to develop those muscles, that endurance and the character that He wants to see in us.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and he will direct your paths" Proverbs 3: 5+6
"No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it". Hebrews 12:11
PS. I haven't eaten another banana since! Eeek! And I am not a huge wimp- we did run 8 miles that day, half of it up pretty steep hills. You try it!
I'd love to hear where God is taking you. I can't wait to hear!
If you are just tuning in now to the simplicity posts and are interested in joining us be sure and check out my other posts about this voyage:
A Journey in Simplicity
Starting Out
Fasting for Simplification and Re-Sensitization
The Moment of Truth
Breaking Bad Habits
Why We'll Never Be Content With What We Have
A Journey in Simplicity: Why We’ll Never Be Content With What We Have
But godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it. But if we have food and clothing we will be content with that.
1 Timothy 6:6+7
Does our happiness rest on what we have, what we don't have, what we could have? Does your contentment rest on the day that surrounds you or the children acting up, or not getting time to yourself? It does many times for me, or at least I think it does, but it doesn't really. To be content is a major requirement of simple living. You can't live simply if you are constantly looking for better, bigger, more- that is just the opposite of simplicity. Lets check out a couple of definitions:
Simple: free from guile-innocent, free from vanity-modest, free from ostentation or display, of humble origin or modest position. ( The Rewards of Simplicity, p. 103)
Simplify: to make more simple, to reduce the basic essentials; render less complex; make easy or easier.
Contented: [pp. of content], not desiring something more or different; satisfied. (Webster's New World Dictionary)
However today I want to talk about the only area in which you are not to be ever satisfied, or contented: your walk with Christ. We are to discipline ourselves to hunger after Christ, by removing barriers out of the way. If I am consistently satisfying my hunger with momentary world fixes, I learn to not look for or covet the real complex, eternal food that comes from being satisfied in Christ alone. In this world, the getting it now always beats the wait, even if it is for something better- something incomparably deeper, richer and lasting.
It is like eating junk at all hours of the day immediately once you feel a craving, of course you aren't hungry for the real meal later on. Or for me personally God has challenged me saying, "why do you think about feeding your body good food, quality food and then feed yourself spiritual junk just enough to satisfy your craving for Me? You will always come up wanting, always come up full of discontent and never grow stronger until you learn to work on waiting, on patience".
My [daughter], give me your heart and let your eyes keep to my ways
- Proverbs 23:26
Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty"
-John 6:35
So, if that is true why do I crave things? Why do I long for things I don't have- a full person, a person satisfied in Christ doesn't need the world to fill her, a daughter who allows her heart to wait on Christ does not long for more and more. However a woman who chooses junk over the real thing is malnourished and therefore always craving, always hungry-yet growing fat, struggling while reaching for sinking help and this is not just me...we are a malnourished people craving Christ so strongly but filling our bellies with nothing good.
So why won't we ever be content with what we have?? Because what we have doesn't make us content. I am convicted, and with tears in my eyes as I write this because I know I go the easiest and quickest way on a regular basis. I want to learn to not fill my craving for Christ, the Bread of Life with quick fixes: food, entertainment, shopping, web browsing, cheap thrills I want to be consistently contented, and fully satisfied.
Why spend money on what is not bread,
and your labor on what does not satisfy?
Listen, listen to me, and eat what is good,
and your soul will delight in the richest of fare.
- Isaiah 55:2
I have never understood that this verse was speaking to just that, I love the simplicity of delighting in Him, no craving when you consume "the richest of fare".
Let's Talk:
I've had several of you share thoughts in person with me, or by email and some comments as well. Keep them coming!! I love hearing about your journeys. I thought I was only going to do these posts for a week, but God has other plans for me. I don't know for how long, but I know this one was from His heart.
I'd love to hear where you are at with this, where God has taking you or is taking you after reading it. I can't wait to hear!
If you are just tuning in now to the simplicity posts and are interested in joining us be sure and check out my other posts about this voyage:
A Journey in Simplicity
Starting Out
Fasting for Simplification and Re-Sensitization
The Moment of Truth
Breaking Bad Habits



















